The 'Helmet' Thing

Last Wednesday  was my Showt's birthday (my friend). I thought that it might be an ordinary celebration or what. I didn't expect 'something' weird will happen. We sang, laughed..we also made funny videos, and we ACTED like were from school. Well, it's been a long LOOONG time since I did it again. Skipping classes. Of course, still feel guilty about it. But, please.. just for that day (but also for today).

We also brought some drinks.. cold special drinks like GIN. Yikes! It was my first time to try it. I really don't like the taste of it. But for the sake of our dear birthday girl, I shouldn't be KJ.

Then, as the time passed by.. Oh,ass. I felt my head turning around. I thought that I can handle it..BUT.. Hahahahahah! WTF. That made me vomit. THIS WAS THE VERY FIRST. I felt sorry to all my girlfriends that we didn't enjoy our time more! It was like...they took care of me for almost  half of our time. How I wish I could endure the pain. Was that hurt? hahaha! The pain of vomiting.

Well, this became our problem ' How I will be able to go home?' I know that they can't..it's too far! And hello? I'm 19! I musn't be reliable. And how about them? They also need to go home early! Honestly, my head was hurting while we're walking home, I was trying my very own best to endure it. I thought that 'Knight' won't come and save me. I was hopeless,emotionless that time. 'Knight'? Hahahah! What was that? Knight in Shining Armour? "That's the stuff fairy tales are made of."

After a while, I felt my heart beat raced when Krusty was on the phone speaking to my Oh,dear Friend. REALLY?!!! Krusty will come to pick me? aaww :'') Wait, WHAT THE HECK AM I 'aaaaww'-ing? So I was thinking about that 'KNIGHT'? GROW UP DENISE! I hadn't really considered this aspect of  knighthood before. But I went to the flow of my girlfriends jokes about it. I also felt something that... ARGH.. you know? something like DOKI DOKI.

He came. Oh,sheet.What the. Why did I feel so AWKWARD LVL99999. I was allowing my (MY??!) Knight to resque me....ENOUGH! I'm just joking. I'm so assuming about it.

Time passed too fast.. I was completely blank. And just realized that I'm at his back. I was bowing my head to his shoulder since his motor started to run, until we reached my house. It was raining also..

I am really really thankful for that. But of course, that was still AWKWARD. (or maybe I'm just the only one standing on the same ground?) I'm the one who still can't walk out into our past. I'm so naive.

Well.. I was thinking again and again about what happened for 9 days. Yes,until now. I'm such a dork.  Then, last night.. my friend talked about him. About those things that I don't want to bring up. (But I brought it up) I'm just... confused. Confused about everything.. about relationships.

But for now, I NEED TO FOCUS ON MY STUDIES!

Laters Baby! :)