Move On

“The amount of happiness that you have depends on the amount of freedom you have in your heart.” -Thich Nhat Hanh

Ok, Move on. (laughs) If I talk about love. Yikes, it sucks... I'm in the mid of negotiating with my mind and heart. TF? But, in the very first place.. I'm writing it because of that.
Today was...uhm  let's call it 'ordinary', or maybe a 'habit'? Nothing special, but something damn weird aches I've just felt.
Moving on is simply as it said. Yeah...  I'm dwelling on my past. I'm trying to think positive... EVERYDAY, but..can't escape with those memories.. those days, those.....

Speaking of moving on.. I think, it really takes a lot of time to accept it 100%. And that's it, no more arguments for this time, just go with flow. To tell myself the truth, I'm quite jealous..on what I've just heard earlier.
But, I'm being too stone. I felt the pain, so I tried to put anesthesia on me. It workssss. It really fucking works.
Hoping that it will work again.
Goodnight!