Finally, school ends. But then..I still have to study and learn Italian language.
YESTERDAY.
It was Saturday. I met Krusty. After 3457434564 years,I decided to talk to him. I've never thought that we'll talk like that much. Uhmm.. While I was talking to him,I felt 'normal'..quite awkward. Just like, we used to be. After we had lunch, we went somewhere, we decided to watch a movie, but.. theater was closed. Then we had an ice cream.. We were sitting there, and.. there was kinda 'silence' between us,but somehow..we managed to break it. And we played billiard and darts and that was cool. My brain wasn't functioning about 'what if's' that time. I enjoyed it.
I really like the fact that we've never digged out our past.
NOW.
I'm thinking the 'what if's' again. -_- Ugh. Coz we..are exchanging messages again, like we used to. Are we starting up AGAIN? But, I don't want to think so. And there's a strange feeling.. that I felt when he told me that he is pissed about the rumors spreading that he's courting my friend. What was that? Why did he tell me? Actually, I knew it. I don't know if it's true. I don't want to care.
And tonight... we're still chatting. And I'm wondering...what will happen next. I think, for now... I shouldn't be bother about it because maybe,I'm putting something in a wrong place. But, I really can't help it. I must be more careful from now. I must considerate others too. JUST DO,WHAT YOU THINK IS RIGHT. And not what others think is right. THINK. OBSERVE. And be what you really are.
KEEP YOUR MIND IN THE PRESENT.
